i'm tired of being ill.

I'm fussing, why does my brother find it necessary to call me at work to let me know my son is being evicted from the house he's living in. Really? He's in North Dakota, I'm in Maryland. I don't believe Joey when he says something, and i believe Shawn even less.  I hope that if Joe really IS being evicted he comes home. It infuriates me to no end when I get these calls, complaining about Joey when there is nothing I can do to fix the situation.  I worry about my son so much that I can't sleep at nights. and sometimes I think my brother calls me just to freak me out even more. Yeah, like what I have on my plate right now isn't enough to stress me out. GEEEEEZ

besides, Joey wouldn't even be IN ND if it weren't for the freaking lies my brother told us about how work was plentiful, that he had a place to live and Shawn would help him get settled.  That hasn't happened. There was no job lined up for him, he didn't have a place to stay and had to find one when he got there and Shawn has done anything BUT help Joe get settled. I hear nothing but complaining from Shawn and how I have done a 'very shitty job raising Joe'. this coming from a man who abandoned his 3 month old baby and that baby is now 18 and doesn't know what his dad looks like. Yeah. *rolly eyes here*

Sometimes I feel as if my family could give a shit less that I'm looking at two more surgeries. If I died on the operating table the Strobls' would rejoice. I've had two MAJOR surgeries and I had to call THEM to say I was alive. They could have called me and didn't. Now I'm having another one and dang, it hurts that they haven't called to check on the latest results. If this were MY daughter, I'd be on the phone every day checking on her. EVERY day. Hell, I do that anyway... because I love her. 

kk. enough gryping for the day.  chris is out looking at a truck that will haul all of us when we go on adventures. Right now we have to take two cars every time we want to go somewhere as a family. And since his car is dying, this is the perfect time to get one. I think he's looking at a 2004 Suburban. WOOHOO!!  Cross those fingers and toes!